my life is actually just one big joke

I just want to disappear

so many things I wish I could say to you, too bad I probably never will.

I want my own baby :(

I had the best night tonight I love being drunk I love Zac I love Erica I love Jack!!!!!!! and tequila :)

You’re still my best friend, which is why I have such a hard time dealing with all of this. Hopefully someday you’ll be able to see how hard this has been for me. I’m sorry that I still don’t know how to react the way you wish I would.

I feel sick. I’ve made a serious effort to try and see things from your point of view and not to invalidate your feelings. Why won’t you do the same for me?

I feel SO good. I just ran what I think was my first ever straight 5K!!

didn’t take you long to replace me, did it?

I hope someday I’ll be as happy as I was when I was 17.

ummmm I’m scheduled 53 hours next week….

ten more days and I’m outta here! 

Erica made me go to the gym with her yesterday. I feel so good now even though I didn’t actually want to go :)